things to say

helpful? or deceitful?
wolf in sheep's clothing.

hmm.. i wonder why.
is stirring shit so fun?
mayb its not intentional. mayb it is.
but some of us cant help but wonder wad r the true intentions here.

everyone has a limit.
i noe i've reached mine.

too much and way out of line.
dun always tink u can get away wif it.
dun tell me things if u do wish for anyone else to noe.
my patience is not infinite.

stop taking all of us for granted.

picking grace

we are "stealing love" (direct chinese translation) as CP puts it. haha. afraid to get caught...

at the airport awaiting grace's arrival with the whole gang...

my girlssss

christmas wif cuzy

my best friend and partner-in-crime is back!

absolutely love this girl.

iguana reunion!

my poly mates.
people who rocked my 3 yrs of tertiary education.

studying moments

STUDYING MOMENTS:


coffee does us good




























our cure

high on coffee?

out of sight is out of mind

how true do u tink dis statement is: out of sight is out of mind.

wad does one do whn u notice a gap?
a gap between the male species and females?
females r always known to be over sensitive and emotional.
whereas guys are logical and practical and as girls wud like to term dem - insensitive.
but is dat true really?
when we come across guys who r SNAGS - sensitive new age guys - some of us girls tink they r either whimpy or wierd.
but when we meet guys who are so practical and objective, we say they r mean n heartless.
why are women so bloody hard to please?
why are humans so hard to satisfy?

i duno. but i guess sometimes i find it so hard to understand.
mayb i shud jus accept tt i'm a girl n live wif it.
i jus hate knowing i fall into the category of being difficult.

why cant there be a smaller gap between us girls n guys..?
this way there wont b so much conflict and arguements isnt it?
rships wont b failing half the time.
and pple will be less skeptical.

wad's more impt? peace or love?
i tink i need peace more den love rite nw.
i need to find peace within myself. i shud stop trying to find fault wif every single thing dat goes on in my life for a change.

new yr's resolutions need to be set and stuck by.
i need to get on wif my life. new year, new beginning, new outlook.
start planning everyone!

happy holidays!

saturday 161206

feeling: tired & sleepy.
plans for tdy: rest & relax then it's off to church and dnr wif parents.

isnt it gd when pple r nt on ur case all the time?
some say it's bcos they care. tt is true.
but sometimes it gets really frustrating.
i'm sure some of u wud agree...

talk abt being taken for granted - by beckie.
i really agree with her.
sometimes u jus really need to feel appreciated.
i like to believe tt pple dun take u for granted so blatantly in ur face.
guess the best is to play ignorant or jus simply believe in the good of those ard u.

pple walk in n out of our lives.
they leave footprints.
some tell u alot of nice things.
some treat u very well.
some jus lie to cover up shit.
some jus pretend they r nice.
some jus try too hard.
some jus paint a pretty picture for u to see.
wad is wad sometimes we wonder.

i feel it is very impt, amidst our busy schedule everyday, to stop and take a look ard.
life doesnt revolve ard u and only u.
it is gd if we stop pitying ourselves for a change. stop thinking abt hw pathetic we r.
instead, look at those less fortunate. and remember tt u r so blessed. way beyond ur comprehension. dis way, we mite be able to stop feeling sry for ourselves and be a better person. a person who enlarges his/her own vision n view on life n challenges.

soon, over the nxt few days, i want to take my time slowly.
sch is staring soon. i may hv only 3 mods next sem. but i will be sure to fully utilise my time to the max.
as we all noe. time is money. and it is impt to nt waste it away jus by slackin or having fun.
over the nxt few days, i am going to plan my new yr's resolution.
i am going to put it into writing and paste it all over the place. jus to make sure i dun forget wad i set out to achieve.

i alr have a few in mind.
it's time to put dem all into action.
friends, if u notice tt lydia has been out of sorts or stoning alot lately,
tt's bcos she's been really exhausted n need a break. and she needs to think abt her year ahead.
so pls try n understand.
i've gotta do wad i've gotta do - think and plan.

but of cos. i will still definately make time for my loveliest frens! ;)
love ya'll!

highlights of 13 Dec 2006

1. gotta visit the bank,
2. meeting classmates for lunch in town,
3. head back east to meet CP, Jav n Denise for coffee,
4. head home to get the car,
5. destination: airport T2,
6. meet the rest of the gang for dinner 7pm,
7. catch up session/ awaiting grace's arrival
8. Grace Arrives! ETA: 8.45pm.
9. to Grace's place help ard
10. supper at 85.

its gonna be a long day with jam packed activities! woohooo!

honey spelling

ever wondered why honey is spelt this way and not some other way?
met up wif my 12yr old cousin tdy n we were jus tinkin abt it randomly...
honey, is technically pronounce as hanni.
so y isnt it spelt tt way?
or hunnie? haani? hanni? hannie? hunni?
hmmmm...
ok we were crappy. haa.
my young cousin is growing to be such a handsome young lad.

i need slp!

great sun tdy. thank god for great weather.
now i seriously need and lack slp.
slp has become a luxury even during my hols.
no way.
cant compromise on that.

Welcome back Pris!! =)

not my day

yesterday was pretty awful for me.
i got into quite a number of close shaves - near accidents.
near is the key word.
as most of u mite alr know, i've been in a car accident b4 so ya i was pretty freaked dis time. esp whn it happens consecutively on the same day.
after a couple of times i thot to myself oh well its nthg.. jus busy roads wif ass drivers.
but yesterday was like no other.
it was numerous times. so odd.
too odd to jus simply ignore.
being me, i naturally thot more of it. thot tt it cud be a sign to smthg greater tt may happen.
i duno. shrugs.

i was shocked. the whole of last evening.

jus needed someone to understand wad i was going thru.
things dun always happen or turn out the way u wish it to.

whn hurtful words are spoken, saying sorry jus doesnt make it all go away in an instant.
its not jus simply abt forgiving and forgetting.
it was an emotional day yesterday.

so thankful

i'm so truly blest and thankful to God first and foremost for always listening to my petitions to pass my PM.
secondly, thanks to everyone who prayed for me! :) *hugs*

BECAUSE.....................................................

I PASSED MY PM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i'm like soooooo extremely super duper happy, excited, glad and thankful man.

1 Distinction,
2 Credits,
1 Pass.

my efforts did pay off this sem. *breathes a sigh of relief

thank u all for putting up wif my shit.
thank u all for ur prayers.
i made it thru dis sem!!! yessssaaaahhhh!!!!! *jumps ard*

last nite in SF

tonite's my last nite in San Fran... having mixed feelings abt going back home.
ya sure i miss my bed and the comforts of ur "own home"
but i noe i'll miss my aunt n her poochy...
(she has a damnnn cute dog!!!!)

yup so i jus came back hm frm dnr.. now jus detailing myself on dis blog..
i miss all my lovely pple back in spore..
but i'll miss life here too..

wonder hw i'll adapt to weather changes and slp patterns man... jus hope it'll all work out jus fine for me. keeping a positive outlook. haa.

also, 6dec is THE day. jus hope my results will be fine.
jus hope to clear all my mods. really hope so.
everyone, pls pray for me k?

well.. hope everyone had a gd 3weeks break frm me! haha.
take care and c ya'll whn i c u..

tmr is judgement day

PM tmr.
i'm so ill-prepared. i know it.
i'm so afraid i'll blank out in front of the paper.
graphs. terms. definitions. concepts.
i jus cant stand the graph part!
i mean if it was jus calculations it still wudnt b half as tough (i think) cos all u hv to do is apply it to formulas.
sigh. oh well. lets jus get it done.

cuzy, good luck for tmr's financial mgmt! we're gonna do this alrite. face our fears once n for all. get it over and done with.
before we know it, it'll all be over. *huggies cuz*

excited~!

it's the end of the year already!
this means that Christmas and New Year is coming!
i'm so excited about Christmas!
its my favourite time of the year! :)
the mere thought abt all the celebrations, mass, hymns, choirs, carols just make me smile.
all the decorations down orchard road, having grace back, listening to carols all day n night long, cool weather with sudden bouts of rain.. these are all part of the package for welcoming the end of the year. haha.
well, i certainly look forward to all that. upon my return from my US trip, it wont be long till grace's return as well. so looking forward to that.
i hope 2006 end of the year will be a good and happy one for me. the past few have been quite dreary. but oh well. one shall only look forward and try my best to tink postitively huh.
i'm sure this year will be a blast with all my loved ones and friends! :)

for now, good luck to those having exams.. i know there's alot of us who are in the midst of it.
i've got 2 down, 2 more to go. by fri, all my nite mare is over for this sem. the nxt nite mare, my results. god bless me on tt.
all the best and all the way!
we're all in this together.
no matter how difficult the studying/uni road ahead is, solder on k. we can do it as long as we believe in ourselves. dun gif up on urself cos no one has given up on u.
when u feel vexed and tired, tell urself, soon enough, all this will be worth while. tink abt the sense of accomplishment after it all.
stress is all jus in the mind. remember that. nvr let it get the better of u.
peace be with each and everyone of u.
God bless.

my bday gathering on 01nov

special thanks to all my loveliest friends!
u guys know who u all r.. ;)
thank you so much for that wonderful day.
it is an awesome memory.
really appreciate wad each and everyone of u have done.
to those who cudnt make it for 1 reason or another (ahem! cuzy, beefy & mei) hee.
u guys r spared! altho mayb u can buy me lunch or coffee? ;)
hehe. jus kiddin.

cuzy dear.. thank u so much for the calls. it meant the world to me to hear frm u... 'ni zhi dao ni shi zui hao de!' =) mmmmuaaackss!

THANK YOU ALL SOOOOOOOO VERYYYY MUCH!
=)
all the coordinating and hard work PAID OFF guys!
danielle, u did an awesome job. thanks for all ur help and effort.
love u all so much!

anybody got pix frm that day pls let me noe on msn! or email me or smthg.. many thanks!

BB sucked.

sigh.. BB din go too well for me.
mind was all over the place during the paper.
and i left a question (definition) completely blank.
oh well grades are in the hands of God now.

2 down, 2 more to go.
10days to US. cant wait.

the amazing world of colorgenics

my complete personal profile

"You are the sort of person that needs a peaceful environment. You seek release from stress and freedom from conflicts and disagreements, of which you seem to have had more than your fair share. But you are taking pains to control the situation by proceeding cautiously and you are right in doing so as you are a very sensitive person.

Enough is enough. Nothing seems to be working out as you would like it to and it has got to the stage where you feel as if you can't be bothered anymore. The way you feel is that it would be great if you could be cut off from everything and take it easy - be it only for a short time.

You honestly believe that your hopes and ideas are realistic, but there seems to be no one around to give you the necessary reassurance and encouragement. You are egocentric. You believe that you are always 'right' - well maybe you are but you have a short fuse and are likely to take offence for the slightest reason.

You are being unduly influenced by the situation that is all around you. You do not like the feeling of loneliness and whatever it is that seems to separate you from others.

You know that life can be wonderful and you are anxious to experience life in all its aspects, to live it to the full. You therefore resent any restriction or limitations that are being imposed on you and you insist on going it alone.

You wish to be left in peace... no more conflict and no more differences of opinion. In fact you just don't want to be involved in arguments of any shape or form. All you want is for 'them' to get on with it - and to leave you alone."

people, when ure free, try this test from the link below.
the results are really quite fascinating!

http://www.paulgoldinresearch.com/cg/index.htm

which to believe?

u learn to live. or u live to learn.

u eat to live. or u live to eat.

how does one measure success? by achieving wad he/she wants as in "personal acheivement", which is subjective and varies between each different individual or do u jus choose to go with the crowd?

how responsive are u to wad goes on ard u?
being too materialistic is no good definately.
but wad's impt anymore?
do u jus live in ur own world and do things the way u want them to be done or does one jus not bother?

its impt to have dreams and goals. i'm glad i have mine and i will work towards it.
being cash rich sure isnt everything. but it sure is impt.
being financially independent. dat is smthg i am looking forward to become.
but bearing in mind to 'keep it real' is very impt.
nvr let success and money get to ur head. bcos whn it does, u will nt b able to recognise urself or know who u r anymore.
n dats scary. the mere thot of it freaks me out. yup.
internal conflicts occur in my everyday life. but nw its better nt to tink abt dem.
i'll sort dem out sooner or ltr.

thanks to all my frens who stick by me throughout my difficult times.
i noe i can b quite a tough nut to crack.
some may nt fully understand me as a person as well.
i dun blame u cos
hw can i expect someone else to understand me whn i myself dun understand myself.
this way, i tink i probably cant communicate very effectively as well.
gee.

oh well. buyer behaviour tmr.
wish me luck.
soon 2 papers down and 2 more to go.
PM is worrying me.
but i suddenly feel the lack of drive.

beginning of exams

one paper down!
3 more to go!
woohooo!
lets thrash their ass man!

EG yesterday went fine.
wrote a hell lot. wadever that applies to the question as much as i can remember.
200-300 words or abt 3/4 page for short answer question...
BULLSHIT!
each answer took an average of 2 pages la! crappoos.. -____-

anyhow.. BB's nxt on tues.
hmmm lots of memory power needed for this one too.
but after all its a mktg subject... most imptly, remember key terms n definations which is a damn lot den the rest jus "bullshit" ur way thru.

the only thing i'm super duper worried abt is PM..
econs. sucks.
i duno man. jus hope to pass this one. really. math, science, econs, acctg, finance, not my forte man. so yup. jus keep it at distance wud b gd.
one must be realistic and be able to recognise ur strength and weaknesses rite.
yup so i noe mine when it comes to theory man.

good afternoon all.
have a good day.
back to my hot date with BB notes and text.